A report on human life

I haven't been posting regularly at all. My attention has simply been on other aspects of life. It has been grand so I thought I should take a moment on yet another perfect Monday to share some words with you all.  My focus has been on ever expanding and paradoxically ever present awareness and the moment in front of me. I have been taking care of myself, indulging in Being, and exploring all aspects of this human experience. From one perspective it might look like I have neglected certain people, experiences, and obligations. This may be true, but it really doesn't matter too much to me. I propose that I have been doing exactly what I need to be doing which is Being who i am and doing what I want/need to do. What if unlimited potential for everything we had ever hoped for and more is contained in each moment and experience? That is what I am exploring. I haven't had much mental capacity for writing "intelligent" blogs and interacting with people.

At my new job I am faced with chaotic energy and surprises around every corner. It is strange, fascinating, and awkward at times. Yet there is an underlying field of mutual support it seems which allows me to walk in the uncertainty of a job in retail during the "holiday shopping season". Feminine energy welcomes my quirkiness and uncertainty and builds my confidence. In my time away from work I am more and more selective about who I can engage with for the sake of my own health and well being. Infusing each moment and ordinary interaction with unlimited potential - as if it could or should be any other way - is what my life is currently about.

What else have I discovered? It is not only okay to be silly, it is a fact that I can and should enjoy! Existence in human form is silly, uncomfortable at time, and weird. And it is all somehow perfect. I have finally begun to realize that I can be comfortable with all of myself and I can participate in creating reality - internally and externally. In fact, we are all participating already - we just aren't always conscious of it...or at least I haven't been. :)

I am the best I have ever been in my life physically, mentally, and energetically. This is the most comfortable with myself in all its awkwardness that I have ever been. I have given myself permission to feel and do and be whatever comes up. It is amazing.